i'm jealous. i'll admit it. but only in here - because nobody ever looks here anymore. i'm frigging jealous and i'm scared too. i'm scared that that person will prefer to hang out with the newbies instead of me. i'm scared that i won't be the FIRST one anymore. i'm scared that the person will get sick of me, and find someone else. shet... oo na, insecure na kung insecure - but this is how i've always been, haven't i? it just isn't as easily noticed.

whatever. i'm jealous, and i don't like it.

oh, but please take note: we're just friends.
posted by Lilith at 11:51 PM